These late night emo sessions can't be good for me
I wish i didn't screw up all the possibilities
This angst is making me shed a tear
Maybe dashboard confessional isn't the best thing for me to be listening
The whining of lost love will make this broken heart ache more
I wouldn't be in this position if i hadn't said the wrong thing
If i could just take it all back i would
If i could eat the words, i'd take them without them without care
This is the one time i regret anything in my life
Does that show you how much you matter to me?
Does this sadness show you that this is the biggest fight?
I hope it does
I hope i didn't fuck everything up.

What more do you expect when i'm hallucinating seeing whack shit.

i didn't mean that there isn't a girl in my life, i meant that i just don't that i'm not in the position to be with that person. i'd go into more specifics, but it's complicated. i'm fucked up now...i'm going to lose some sleep from this. oh well. i hope i can recover from this. i hope you read this...i hope i can talk to you again. yea, this is vague...but that's how my whole life is...i just want to tell you more...i wish i could eat those words i said and start the conversation all over again...