10.16.2003

another breakup song that ends in tragedy
you laid there on your bedroom floor
trying to figure out what wrong

you laid there on your bedroom floor
waiting for me to answer the phone

i didn't mean it that way
i didn't mean it to hurt you suddenly, to cause you all this pain
i didn't mean to cause all this harm
i didn't mean for you to cut your arm

you laid there on your bedroom floor
with the razor blade sitting next to you

you laid there on your bedroom floor
bleeding away the angst of you and me

i wish i hadn't said that
i wish i hadn't gone that far, fooled around with her
i wish i hadn't done this to you
i wish i hadn't told that we were through

i remember those nights, spending time together
hoping that this would never end, never end
i remember holding you, keeping you close
hoping that i would never let go, never let go
but now i've gone and messed it all up again
i don't know where to begin
i wish i could explain all my actions
i wish i could stop your suicidal urges
but i know i'm too weak to do that
i'm so damned sorry for this pain i've caused you
i'm sorry we're through
i'm sorry for doing this to you

you laid there on your bedroom floor
you laid there on your bedroom floor
clutching the gun tight to your chest
clutching the gun tight to your chest
after blowing away my future
after blowing away my future
and your past.

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