and to get the ball rolling...

When will all this trouble go away?
When will i shy away all this pain?
What did i do to deserve this?
What did i do to deserve you?

I wish i knew how the world worked
So i could go and write a book
On how to not go through what i do
I wish i could save a life or two

you don't know how many times i've come so close to putting the gun to my head
and blowing away all the dreams i've ever had

of me and you
my existence
my creativeness
my god...