in this garden of dishonesty, you were the rose; with one thousand thorns.
slitting my wrists until my veins bleed dry.
as my blood hits the ground, and seeps through the dirt.
im falling to the ground, i dont feel a thing.
this is far better than what you do to me every time you look away.

with all the strength that i have, i'll show you what it means. i mean it this time.
i want you to suffer, like you made me. you deserve this, dont deny this.
sleep with one eye open, so you can watch yourself die.
let me find the only thing i need. my love sharpens and glistens in the light,
i'll force it on you like you forced love. we'll see what it means now.
if this is love, then love is red, my feelings black, your eyes are bleached.
if only you knew how much i have to clean up, for once you might feel sorry for me.

the blood on your neck, the lack of your breath.
my work here is done.
it wasnt all fun.
its a bloody mess.
obviously it wasnt planned, i wouldve made it last longer.
i never thought that i could feel so cheated.
if only you didnt bring that up.....