at my funeral
i don't know how much more of this i can take
another night of missing out, another night of wondering why i'm here
no one tries to save me, no one out there cares
my life is crashing down
my heart has shattered now.

will you cry at my funeral?
will you remember all the times you could've saved my wretched life
and saved me from the abyss of hell?
i doubt you will
i know you won't
don't bother coming to my funeral
don't bother crying at my grave

you always said you were my friend
but you insulted me, knocked me to the ground
you said i was a fuck up, you said i should die
well now it's happening
now my death has come.

watch all these flowers fall down around me
mourning my death, showing that the end is near
you would never do this for me, you would never come near
i wish you could've realized what you've done...